Yesterday a child in our extended community passed away. This amazing boy has the same primary medical diagnosis as my eldest son.
mkweindorf.blogspot.com/ … am infused with grief and re-connected to those years of overt vulnerability. In my moments of ovewhelming emotion, I fall back to the words below from Kahil Gibran's "The Prophet". I have found that in my life not only does the deepening of the vessel for grief deepen the vessel for joy - but the deepening of the vessel for joy also deepens my vessel for grief. They are two expressions of the same grace, gift and joy.
Let me always be grateful and embrace all I have been given.
from The Prophet by Kahil Gibran
Then a woman said, Speak to us of Joy and Sorrow.
And he answered:
Your joy is your sorrow unmasked.And the selfsame well from which your laughter rises was oftentimes filled with your tears.
And how else can it be?
The deeper the sorrow carves into your being, the more joy you can contain.
Is not the cup that holds your wine the very cup that was burned in the potter's oven?
And is not the lute that soothes your spirit the very wood that was hollowed with knives?
When you are joyous, look deep into your heart and you shall find it is only that which has given you sorrow that is giving you joy.
When you are sorrowful, look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight.
Some of you say, "Joy is greater than sorrow," and other say, "Nay, sorrow is the greater."
But I say unto you, they are inseparable.
Together they come, and when one sits alone with you at your board, remember that the other is asleep upon your bed.
Verily you are suspended like scales between your sorrow and your joy.
Only when you are empty are you at standstill and balanced.
When the treasure-keeper lifts you to weigh his gold and silver, needs must your joy or your sorrow rise or fall.
(and on love)
Love has no desire but to fulfill itself.
But if you love and must needs have desires, let these be your desires:
To melt and belike a running brook that sings melody to the night,
To know the pain of too much tenderness.
To be wounded by your own understanding of love;
And to bleed willingly and joyfully.
To wake at dawn with a winged heart and give thanks for another day of loving;
To rest at the noon hour and meditate love's ecstasy;
To return home at eventide with gratitude;
And then to sleep with a prayer for the beloved in your heart and a song of praise upon your lips.